Here is my brief
but extraordianary story.
I was born
in Riverside, California in the misty pre-dawn hours, some six
days after Halloween, late and upsidedown. Like any rare
and endangered creature, I struggled to grow to adulthood
against
impossible
odds.
I succeeded.
I escaped. In 1998, after graduating from college with a degree
in Art (dual emphasis in Printmaking and Graphic Design),
I found my way to the city of fallen angeles. I now live in Silverlake with
my one true love
and
three
delightfully horrible
cats (Monsieur Zaki , Sir Alfred Greytail and Tristan the Terrible).
And also keeping company, there are all my green, growing friends
out
in
the garden, and a beloved host of weaving spiders.
I worked professionally
as a Graphic Artist for over 10 years. But recently I've made some
huge changes. I'm now attending South Baylo University in Los Angeles,
studying to become an Acupuncturist and practioner of traditional
oriental medicine. I manage an Acupuncture clinic in Silver Lake
part time as well. And, of course, I'm forever an Artist, whatever
the undertaking. Naturally inquisitive, I'm always learning new
skills and trying out different
mediums
from
fine
art to traditional
crafts.
Not content to focus on any single form of expression,
I love to sample it all. Diversity is the secret to creativity. And creativity
is my passion. Currently I'm focused on painting. And my tendency
is towards miniatures.
I've always
been an artist. Many would argue a definition for wearing that
title,
and
I remember
struggling
with
that question
in school.
When can you call yourself an Artist? But everything I've wittnessed
whispers to me that Artist isn't a title to
be earned or bestowed. It isn't hinged on fame or commerce
or
education...it's a birthright. It's a surname. It is a state
of being and a way of seeing. Even
if I never produced a single work, I would still consider myself
an Artist because I live in that intimate space where all things
are conceived of...10,000 little Big Bangs every moment with
every breath, and 10,000 little black holes devouring at the edges.
My amazing
mother, Kathleen Lott, now passed on to places beyond, predicted
I would be a commercial
artist from my earliest years even as I protested to the contrary.
Likewise, my Grandmother dreamed I would be a healer. I
had my own ideas, and grew up wanting to be a journalist, or
a rockstar, or a marine bioligist...but I was born an artist. And
now I'm becoming a healer. There can be
no escape, no avoidance, no denial. This was and is my fate. And
I take comfort in that thought.
Some
people don't believe in fate. I believe in fate, and synchronicity,
and Santa Clause, and ghosts, and faeries, and dandylion wishes,
and lucky
pennies, and the bogieman
under my bed too. But ask me if I believe in politicians
or businessmen or clergy. I do not. I'm an independant thinker,
making my own way and drawing my own conclusions based on the messages
of
my senses and the patterns I find in nature. I'm always learning
and changing...ever
expanding like the universe itself. I cannot be pinned down or
contained. Dogma and orthodoxy haven't a chance with me as I refuse
to be bound and imprisoned by literal or linear thinking. I've
taken a bite from every apple on the tree.
I am vegetarian and
embrace a lifestyle of nonviolence and compassion. I
am a dreamer who takes tea with Chaos. I am a storyteller and a
mythmaker,
and
I've seen things you wouldn't believe.
I am ragtag Pagan celebrating the cycles of the seasons, seeking
to recognize the divine in all things, guided by dreams and intuition.
I am a curious
and
opinionated
creature in
love
with creation/creating/creatrix,
and the
flawed
beauty
I
find wherever I go. I am a treehugger and
a peacemaker, and a registered
voter. I know
I am changing the world every time I take a breath. And my
artwork will tell you the rest.
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